Chapter 68 ~ flooded mind
My brain cells are dying and who can help, so what if i can multi task, my brain cells jus dun wanna do wat i can it to. i am so freaking tired but i jus cant rest. There is Chinese Remedial later, and tue there is rugby training(i love to be there, i like to watch the boys train, the coaches coach, the weather and everything),wed there is tournament, but i also have a competition on microsoft ppt and it will end at 3, hope i can make it there on time to be with the boys, i really dont wanna miss out the match, i hope so. on thurs, there is napfa, should be quite fun, i think, i jus enjoy watching the boys slogging themselves out. i find that so wonderful when they put in their heart and soul in certain things, like PE, matches, competitions and blah blah blah... fri another match for the U11 south zone =)....

I guess its just the day's lesson that fails me and dreads me. i am so freaking tired and drained out. help me.. i guess even if everyone i know treats me to a meal, also cannot keep me hyper!! what can i do. what should i do. what must i do. i dun even have appetite for anything. help !! i hate my life to be like that. i hate it when i wan to do something but i just can't . i hate it. i hate it . i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i dun wan to hate my life. i dun even have to energy to smile. who can help me with that. i have no energy to smile. i am so dejected. so dejected. so dejected.