Chapter 73~ STOOPID DAY WITH STOOPID ME IN A BAD CONCERT

Stoopid feeling, bad feeling, feeling so f***ed up, I think I caused the whole concert to fail. The time now is 2.05pm, having contact time, I know I wont be able to blog at thisn time so I am noting down what I gonna write in case I forget whatever things that comes up to my mind as many things and words is floating in my small head. Actually if you asked why do I feel like that I think its all about how I stand in comparison with Joe, I am really bad at it and that’s the reason why I feel so bad. So bad. Very bad. HELP!! Meanwhile mrs Prkye(SAJS P) is trying to be humorous and sad to say, I am not amused by her. Come to think of it, I think it’s a little hard to let a person like me who should be easily amused to have a feeling like “hey, I don’t find it funny” SOME ONE PLEASE TELL ME A JOKE AND MAKE ME SMILE FOR THE REST OF MY DAY, at least for today. I have simply no mood at all, EVEN cute little MICHAEL YEE can only brightened my day for 5 mins. O. its dennis turn and his smile is really contagious. His speech really caught my attention and phew that was only for 15 mins. Haiz.. 8 more hours to go before I go to bed. HELP!

Stoopid meeting. I hadn’t had anything for the whole day and then our VERY DEAR HOD say the p1,3,6 level , you can go home first while we discuss the P4 level results analysis. DUMB ! we sat in for P5. then why don’t they need to sit in. STOOPID ! UNFAIR! DUMB! Making me feeling even worse! ANGRY!