Chapter 90 ~ i guess i have changed, u tink so?

I was watching Rendition, when i really feel like blogging!
i think i have changed, perhaps for the better, i dun knw. What do you think?

i used to enjoy all the gross show like SAW 1,2,3 ... final destination and blah blah... but now. when they show the gross scenes, i will turn my eyes away, perhaps i have not been watching for sometime that's why i am no longer interested in it. but i also dont really mind watching , jus that i dun think i will enjoy it as much as i do in the past.

now i enjoy comedies, esp animated one, and i have to admit that i am getting more and more childish. dont ask me why, but i think i am.

in the past, u can ask me to decide where to meet, what to do if we were to go out .. but now, dun ask me. i dun knw, i will accept every thing that u ppl have decided for me.

i think i have changed, wat do u think?
tag or comment to tell if u tink i have changed for the better or not?
or rather I have yet to change!

ANYWAY, i am still dixie, the stooopid dixie

Chapter 89 ~ A stooopid story i came up with for my CME assignment

sorry ppl, that its in chinese, u see , its a chinese course, so i dun think u expect it to be in english right! haha! really stoopid ..

志伟好不容易才把假期功课做完，他开始抬起头望着天空发呆，这时两只小鸟飞到窗台前歇息。

“张大鸟，你看这里的天空到处都是烟雾，我都快透不过气了！对了，你怎么会在这里啊？你不是住在邻国的树林里吗，去年才刚收到你的明信片，说那家有多漂亮。你的老婆和孩子呢？”

志伟呆住了，那是一只鸟啊,怎么可能会开口说话呢？志伟安静地听下去。

“别提了，不知道是哪个缺德鬼居然用火把我的家烧掉，我的老婆和孩子都因为逃不出火海，死了。”张大鸟忍住哀伤，向陈小鸟诉说。

“不只我啊，那个以前住在和我同一棵树的刘松鼠，他才可怜呢。”“发生了什么事啊？”陈小鸟关切地问。

“我们这些鸟，还算幸运了，我们有双翅膀，让我们飞上天空。刘松鼠和他的女朋友根本不可能跑得比火势快啊，结果双双死在一起。那些放火的人，到底有没有想过我们这些住在树林里的动物。”张大鸟无奈地说。

“难道那些人不知道这么做，连住在附近的人类也不会好过吗？虽然这么做，能够很快的得到一片空地，但是却根本无法耕种啊，那他们想做什么？”陈小鸟充满着疑惑。

“这你就不懂了，他们才不管那些农夫，他们要的是建起高楼大厦。”张大鸟悲愤地说。

“那你现在有什么打算？”

“现在？我想到裕朗飞禽公园碰碰运气，看他们要不要收留我。改天见吧！”张大鸟失落地离开了。


eh hem.. dun copy my story ar!! i took a lot of time coming up with it! THANKS ppl!! gimme ur comments!! u like the story??

Chapter 88~ Its so freaking accurate

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Chapter 87 ~ FRIENDS

I have been thinking about the definition of a friend since the previous blog. I rmb zhi han said that she was once worried for me, because she is afraid that i will be used by other people and i won't be able to protect myself becuz i dunno hw to reject people. i nv ever thought of why i have dis kind of mindset. then when i was showering, many thoughts popped into my mind.(i realise that when i am showering, my mind reflects abt wat i have done that particular day. i think i am a weirdo.. haha..)

i realise that:
-- i dunno hw to reject ppl bcuz i knw i can help them and they must really have needed help if not they wont approach other people.
-- i will give all the support i can give to people becuz i wan to let the know that they wont be alone
--i wont go mad but i will be veri sad if i realise that u have been using me, becuz.. 我付出的比对方多一倍，自然的，我的伤痛也会比对方多一倍，但是相对的，我的收获也会比对方多一倍，即使我好像比较吃亏。因为我是真心付出的！which means due to the fact that i put in more effort, of cuz i receive double the pain i get, however this also means that wat i gained is doubled of the other. though i may looked as if i lose out, but that's because its sincere.（edited from 爱情魔法师）
--it might appear that i dunno how to protect myself, but to me, i feel that its jus me.. i may be dumb and stoopid.. but i knw i wont lose out and i will am true to myself.

Chapter 86~ Friends and Foreign Construction Workers

these few days, i had alot of things going thru my mind and i didnt realli had the time to sit down and post them up.

Friends
i would treat you really well, give u all the aid i can to you. as long as you treat me as a friend. the definition of a frien to me is that you are there when i need help, you are there when i want to share my joy with you, you are there when i have any first hand news i wan u to know, you are the one who knows all my secrets but u wont exposed them, you are the one who is daring enough to correct my mistakes because u know i wont be angry abt that, you are the one who will stand in front of me if there is anyone who bully me.
to me that's a friend. and i can go through anything for you. do anything for u . if u are my frien.

however, dun ever let me know that u make friends for the things that they can provide u. for the advantages, for the benefits. because i will hate u to the core. so dun even try to ask me to put on a show in front of u . bcuz i dunno how to do that. hl, i really dunno hw to face u cuz u told me that every frien u make, there is a benefit for u frm them. I HATE U!


Foreign Construction Workers
what's there first impression of them that u have on them?
poor, rough, dark colored skin, illiterate, men who often visit geylang and goes to MUSTAFA??
to me, it is.

however, i realise that this kind of discrimination is really unforgivable. i apologise for it. cos ytd i went for a pool game, they dun have IC so they gotta give a desposit of 10bucks, with the staff staring at them. if its a singaporean being stared, i guess the staff will receive a complain from the customer. do they really deserved this kind of discrimination.

to me, i guess not!

what about u?