Chapter 99~改过自新

昨天我和杜涛碰面，和他聊了一会儿。内容也没离开过学业上的问题。只聊了一下下，我就开始担心。。 担心什么，我要不大清楚，我只知道。。 我好像开始为我的将来担心了。。 我大概是内疚了。。给我一点时间。。 让我好好的反省一下吧！

Chapter 98 ~ 心理测验的结果

你个性较容易受伤，比较需要别人的呵护与疼惜，希望对方能够给予你细心且多方面的照顾与满足，最好能包括身心及经济等各方面，希望感情的进展是循序渐进而不是疯狂的。

「承受压力指数为６分」

个性细致、敏感度很高，适合从事有创意的工作，工作能力很强。能主动关怀它人与事物，即使相貌平凡也露出纯朴实在的气质。你永远都会把感情和事业放在非常重要地位。不断走向前程。
建议：你是勇气十足的人，胆识高人一等，但无法恰当表现自己你，应该先懂得生活，人际关系才会处理好，压力因此而消失。

你真是情痴得可以，对爱的执着让你对感情中的裂缝视而不见。睁开双眼吧！看清现实，真的不合适就算了吧！免得双方痛苦又浪费青春。

性格Ａ．唯命是从型
你是一个附合度高的人，但缺乏自我的主张跟个性；你最好多考虑一下自己的观点.


亲切随和是你的特点，你的温驯使人与你一起时感到舒畅，但有时你会过份迁就别人，而缺少了自己的主见，即使喜欢上某人也只会在一旁默默等待。渴求一份有成就的爱情，就需要积极点行动了~

与您实际年龄差3岁

幼稚度56％

成熟度50％

老化度19％

Chapter 97 ~ 一个人

原来一个人的心情起伏可以这么大。。
今天有一种莫名的兴奋跟开心，说不上为什么。。 就是一种打从心里的快乐。。 直到我一个人独处的时候，那种落寞既然把我活埋了。。他就犹如千斤重一样，很沉重地压下去。。 这时的我好怀疑我刚才怎么可以这么开心。。。 我今天真的本来很开心，可是我现在一个人的时候。。 我真的很惆怅，为什么？我不喜欢一个人的独处的感觉。。。 很扰人，很忧愁，也会折寿。。。 这好像还是我第一次那么讨厌一个人。。。 以前，我可以很享受一个人的生活，无须配合他人。。。好奇怪哦！

今天早上，我还一直拼命的宣传我的《朋友论》：

我的friends就是你的friends。。你的friends就是我的friends，我把我的friends介绍给你，他们就会成为你的friends，这样我的就是我的friends，也是你的friends也是你的，那你的friend就是你的friends，也是我的friends。这样我们大家都是friends friends. 很无聊的一段话，可是却能使我开心很久。。。

Chapter 96~my birthday chalet

i think i am going have my birthday in aloha chalet, its cheap and big! haha... when i tam taking the pics, i was actually reminded of the mocca advert.. haha.. i am mad

let's take a look


the dining room if u dun wan a bbq


part of a living room.


the washroom .. of cos


the other half of the living room


the rooms ..

okok... nw give me comments abt hw should i prepare my birthday.. haa..

Chapter 95~ MY WONDERFUL RETREAT

i knw that there will be absence of some ppl , but i aint let that affect my mood for it.. jus posting of some pics.. and maybe some elaboration abt it.. abit lazi to write la.. ehe

^^the chalet we went to


^^ Evelyn, publicity officer and me


my president ms kimberly peh


kim and apple(manpower office)


^^ first nite retreat grp photo.. erm, true that it should be 13 pax, but let's not focus on the number.. lets focus on the commitment level.


^^ tthe beri cheerful and blur adeline.. she realli livens up the atmosphere there


first nite we had nite cycling.. and all our butts hurt... haha


^^ i think she is realli happi


second nite.. is BBQ nite.. haha

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dun ask me wat she is doing.. cos i also dunno

i realli enjoyed myself there.. wat abt the rest of u??

Chapter 94~ A portion of a letter to the profs..

This was supposed to be private and confidential, i wrote my post first, then emotions came over me and then i started writing the letter to the profs with regards to the issue to 2 veri irresponsible friends of mine.

in the first place, i wanted to blog about my chalet retreat , but then i thought the letter was sort of more urgent .. nvm.. i will blog abt it in the next post.. some parts are erased la

Way before the examinations, we have decided for that the retreat is set on the first week of Jan and it was sort of made compulsory............ However, my parents realize that I can’t make it because of council commitment; they were rather upset and unpleased with me. And I am sure I am not the only one in the club to make such sacrifices, so my point is, if we make such sacrifices and make a point to go for the retreat, how can I accept a simple excuse of “We won’t be back in time for the retreat.” There was ample time to make arrangements, 1 month and maybe more. The disappearance of 2 officers in a club actually doesn’t affect the club, isn’t this sad? I really feel sorry for them.

We had several meetings in Dec and everyone was notified, but the faces I see every meeting are the same. I think the last time I saw them was on 21 Nov And this is when I feel unjust for my team. They are 3 names that I need to mention. Apple, Evelyn and Adeline, these are the 3 angels who will ALWAYS appear in school for meetings, be it ISG, or retreat proposal or even Heritage race, they are ALWAYS there. If the commitment level is equivalent to the CCA points, they deserved the MAXIMUM. Take for example, the heritage race, though I was in charge, there are times when I couldn’t come to meet up with Min Fui, Apple will not hesitate to go for the meeting in my place. Adeline, she has a lot of things in her hand, but rest assured that whatever you need her to submit to you, she will get it done asap, take for example if the date due is Sat, she will response to you as soon as she receive your email. Moreover, Apple and Evelyn will be graduating soon and they are still worrying if I can handle the things well during their absence and they will at all means get enough manpower for me, but looking at them, I strongly feel unjust for them.