Chapter 183~ 慢一点

不知道大家有没有听过林宥嘉的《慢一点》…　

现在的社会…　大家的步伐越来越快！
认真的听了这首歌的歌词，让我记得很久以前，一个人对我说的话。

一个老公公喜欢带着自己孙子上街。
一天，孙子在学骑脚车…　
孙子想快点学会…　
因为他喜欢刺激…
老公公便施了一个魔法…孙子很快地学会了…
孙子很快乐…　

后来孙子的考试要到了…孙子不喜欢读书…　
所以老公公又施了魔法…
孙子一眨眼长大了…　不用念书了…　

孙子这时又想交女朋友…　
老公公又施了魔法…　
女朋友出现了…　他们结婚了…　
每当女朋友在和他吵架的时候，老公公就施法把时间的步伐加快…　

就这样…　孙子老了…　
孙子躺在病床上…　
想着这一生…　
可是什么也不记得…　
就好像一切都没有开始过…　

他好希望…　
如果可以…　他希望一切能够重来…　
重新开始学习…
开始面对困难…
享受喜悦…
承受责任…

老公公看到这一幕　…　
再一次施法　…
孙子回到了骑脚车的那一刻…　

因为只有这样人生才有目的…
人生的目的不是终点你有什么成就…　而是在人生的过程中…你有没有学习…　

看看歌词吧　

花如果一夜之間 開成花園
麥如果兩天釀成 十二年
是很方便 但我們 又不是 沒時間
要這麼方便 人幹嘛 要活這 幾十年

別急著抵達終點
過程才是關鍵
是那些瑣碎細節
才最值得紀念

就讓我們慢一點 光陰已經似箭 多危險
就請明天慢一點 每天度日如年 多新鮮

夢如果上網下載 就能實現
愛如果按下按鍵 就永遠

是很方便 但這樣 會不會 太可憐
要這麼隨便 把人生 弄得像 一碗泡麵
別急著跳到結尾 錯過美好迂迴
沒無關痛癢情節 結局就不珍貴

就讓我們慢一點 光陰已經似箭 多危險
就請明天慢一點 每天度日如年 多新鮮

慢一點 慢一點 留時間 給時間
慢一點 慢一點 叫明天 等幾天
慢一點 慢一點 陪時間 盪鞦韆
慢一點 慢一點 約從前 明天見

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvH_8hLIfvc

Chapter 182~期望然后失望

friends have been complaining abt my blog not being updated ~~

i'm just trying to find the right time to face my fears and be more focus..

i was talking to ms pang ytd and i am glad i did.

she reminded me of why i am here.

she reminded me that i should not have wavered no matter how many obstacles i will be facing and i should focused!

a few weeks ago, many of my friends received our results. many of them managed to crossover, and of cos some did not.

i always knew what i have to do if i cant crossover.. but i was still overwhelmed by disappointment.

i would be lying if i am not disappointed.
i would be lying if i am not jealous.

BUT I AM HAPPY FOR MY FRIENDS.
THOUGH I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANTED I STILL HOPE THAT MY FRIENDS AROUND ME TO .
i wouldnt want them to be deprived of it.

at that moment when i knew that i did not crossover.. certain thoughts floated passed me.

why ?
my jc results?
who crossovered?
who did not?
i know what i wan to do. but can i?
i know i am feeling like that because i was once hopeful and now i am disappointed..
but lucky ! i didnt had high hopes.


now, after several weeks..
i realised that when i first joined teaching..
when i first stepped into NIE..
i wasnt hoping of a crossover..
now that i have graduated..
i should be happy and

that is definitely a toast to celebrate!